If you asked me how I was still alive I would tell you i dont know
I don’t fucking deserve this. I cant handle it anymore.
Meoooww. I have a painful ingrown hair on my vag and a zit forming right under my lip that resembles herpes. So this is awesome. Ugly boys hmu.
I dont know what’s going on right now but i hate it. Everybody is acting so different and i feel like there’s so much tension and I don’t know if eberyone is depressed or if theyre just changing and growing up. It scares me a lot because I love the friends I have but I feel.like I joined a little too late and now its all crumbling down to dirt. I hate this. I don’t know...
[[MORE]]So I wanted to lose weight but nobody will get me coke so I took laxitives instead and I had to stay home from school with explosive diarreah. Now I have to put diaper rash cream on my ass cause it’s chaffed. Shoulda thought that one through a little more.
I want to be back down to weighing 116 again. Unfortunetly that means I won’t have tits anymore but i’ve got this “look but don’t touch” thing for guys right now anyway so I can just wear a push up bra. wine wine wine bitch bitch complain bitch.