November 2011
Feelin some crazzzzzzzyyyyyy things right neow. I have the beining of bad bitch repeating in my head and my head waves are strolin fast back and forth. Like a headache. Woah manzyz.
I’m in so much denial about the fafact that Jay can’t possibly ever support me and I cant accept something if it throws off my future plans and then I automatically go back to wishing I had brad because I still love him and i always will but the idea of being with him is so farfetched and unrealistic and makes no sense but its just a happy comfortable place that I always go to at my...